I have the BEST Husband.....and Prayers Please

I have the worlds best husband! This weekend we went to see Keith Urban and Carrie Underwood in concert at Rupp Arena. It was a lot of fun. My mom kept the baby all night and he did great for her. That was the worst part, we had never left him overnight before. I think it was harder on Cesar than it was on me. He kept talking about him all night long. It was the first time we had been by ourselves since he was born. We almost didn't know what to do with ourselves. Even though I had no baby monitor on, I still couldn't sleep all night. We are going to see Dave Matthews for out next night out! I will post some picture when blogger will coorporate!

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As I had posted previously Zachary seems to be having a hard time lately. He is sad a lot of the time when he has returned from his biological father's house and seems to have a hard time getting back into the routine. This has been going on for about a month. I have been talking to my doctor about it and she has suggested Play Therapy for Zachary. We have our first meeting with the therapist tomorrow. I know that this is why you shouldn't have children out of wedlock or divorce or anything else that makes it hard for the children. I can't help but think of all the things that I should have done different. I wouldn't, however, change a thing about Zachary. I do not in any way regret having that perfect little boy. I just want to do whatever it takes to make all this easier on him. Short of moving, again, to California which is never far from my mind, I think this might be the best thing for us now. Please pray for Zachary and for his therapist. I want this to help him be the happy boy that I am used to having at home here!