As I had posted previously Zachary seems to be having a hard time lately. He is sad a lot of the time when he has returned from his biological father's house and seems to have a hard time getting back into the routine. This has been going on for about a month. I have been talking to my doctor about it and she has suggested Play Therapy for Zachary. We have our first meeting with the therapist tomorrow. I know that this is why you shouldn't have children out of wedlock or divorce or anything else that makes it hard for the children. I can't help but think of all the things that I should have done different. I wouldn't, however, change a thing about Zachary. I do not in any way regret having that perfect little boy. I just want to do whatever it takes to make all this easier on him. Short of moving, again, to California which is never far from my mind, I think this might be the best thing for us now. Please pray for Zachary and for his therapist. I want this to help him be the happy boy that I am used to having at home here!